Obviously I have no control over who, where or when. But I can prepare for the person I want to be when we finally meet. I want to be the girl Everyday Sunday sings about in the song Herself. I want to be the girl Hawk Nelson sings about in Every Little Thing. I want to be the girl Joe Jonas sings about in Gotta Find You. I want to be that girl. I will be that girl. When we meet, I want him to have had The Best Day of His Life like Jesse McCartney sings about. When we start talking, I want him to have the Crazy Kind of Crush on me the JoBros sing about. When we start dating, I want him to be the kind of Happy Josiah sings about. When we are together, I want for him to experience the Bleeding Love Leona Lewis sings about. I want for him to know there Ain't No Mountain High enough to keep me away. I want for him to know I'm Heels Over Head for him like Boys Like Girls sing about. I want him to know I Want to Hold His Hand like The Beatles sing about. I want him to know I Will Always Love Him like Whitney Houston sings about. I want him to know I'm Only Me When I'm With Him like Taylor Swift sings about. And once we get married I hope we experience This Kind of Love Sister Hazel sings about.
More than anything though, I want to be his best friend. I want to know everything about him, as I want him to know everything about me. Every fear, every love, every memory, every regret. I want every word of More Than You'll Ever Know by Watermark to remind him of me, to remind me of him. To perfectly describe our relationship.
... I think I'll start writing letters. Tonight.
